Bwrrr!
I’m so tired… today wasn’t a very…pleasant day.
Dreamt of JS before waking up (for the umteenth time this morning…I keep waking up repeatedly!). We were together, talking, whispering, cuddling, taking it all in… Woke up feeling low and wondered why I was still thinking such thoughts six bloody years on…
Then I went to finish up some work at the signals store, and had a brief orientation of the drill ammo store. It’s all so mind-numbingly boring and frustrating that I felt agitated. But I guess there’re not many people who actually enjoy their vocations…which is one reason I didn’t object to my posting even though my medical status doesn’t meet the minimum requirements for the vocation. Plus, everyone’s really nice, and I don’t have the heart to let my commanders down.
Thought of auditioning for the Music and Drama Company, but the audition period’s over, and I’m not “physically fit” (which is a requirement).
When I was on my way home, I waited for three trains till I couldn’t stand it anymore and just left to take a taxi, which cost more than $12! Now my bank account’s parched.
Have decided to stay in camp on Sunday, Tuesday and Thursday since the following days are early-assembly days, because of the thrice-weekly morning runs in which I cannot take part. I will, of course, continue to run on Monday and Wednesday evenings, and/or before dawn on the rest of the days.
Dinner was a block of Dutch Edam cheese, a German Bratwurst sausage, 2 slices of Gardenia Banana bread, 1 serve rice, 1 serve vegetables, some curry, and 1 Ensure Plus. Pretty substantial.
Alright then, I’m off…till laters!
Hugs,
Sujith
